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Gear Anxiety Syndrome

You hear people bragging about self professed Gear Acquisition Syndrome all the time in online forums. It seems mostly to be a way for non-photographer photographers to justify new gear purchases. I always thought it was an activity for amateurs but many blogs run by photo professionals seem also to be GAS driven. I guess it happens to some degree to anyone who admires picture taking machines.

My Gear Anxiety Syndrome is closely related in the sense that I have a strong desire to buy new photographic gear. The difference, if there is one, is that I’m selling all my current gear. The act of divestiture is causing a great deal of anxiety. I’m experiencing a sense of loss just knowing that I will be without a dedicated camera for the first time in at least fifteen years. To be stuck with just a mobile phone camera is a cruel fate indeed.

If ever there was an invented marketing driven problem it is the tyranny of excessive choice. Compounding the loss of my old gear is anxiety that I will end up with a new camera system that is less satisfying to own than the one I just got rid of. Last week I was sure that building a Sony full frame system was what I wanted. Now … doubts have started to undermine that decision. There are too many options available. Each with a certain something to make photography more exciting or provide some exotic must have feature. How about huge pixel count wiz bang sensor shift capture? Now that is a feature I’ll use all the time. Not really.

As I consider my options it is clear that I really need several cameras to meet my extensive requirements. I’ve become such a sophisticated non-professional shooter that no single camera can get the job done for me. It is a burden.

If you think long enough about consumer goods you can talk yourself right into a serious mental health issue. I’m buying Sony even if it chaps the pope. You know, he is a hands-on guy. I wonder what he shoots?

Dusk

Once a gleaming adobe plastered white with tin roof shining in the desert light. It was visible for miles across the valley. In this place such a home was the unmistakable sign of prosperity. Generations of fortunate families lived within the walls on a foundation of stone. They were owners of things.

Across the valley were jacals of more humble families. People as tough as the world they lived in raising generations on faith and hope for the future. They left a mark on the land as deep and enduring as anyone who lived hard against the Rio Bravo. Perhaps they worked for those living in the white house.

Time marks everything as adobe slowly melts back into earth. But even abandoned and neglected the white house maintains dignity in ruin. A hundred years has not been able to erase this home.

Selling Cameras – Letting Go of Tools

The eye Last weekend I started selling off photo gear to make way for a new Sony A7. For some reason selling cameras is difficult for me. They are orphan tools sitting in a bag as backup equipment but still hard to part with. It’s stupid to invest emotional capitol in tools. Just the same I’ve been a tool user and maker all my life. I can visualize how things work. Not just mechanical things but pretty much anything. In software development that translated into a practical ability to build products. Code was my tool of choice then just as cameras are my tools of choice today.

The act of selling online is an immense pain. I use EBay to get rid of most of my stuff. It would be better to sell face-to-face but there aren’t many camera obsessed people in my neighborhood. Those that are generally have the good sense to use camera phones. You have to have a bit of arrogance to own a big black camera these days. Camera phones are just about as good and way more convenient. At least I don’t use 8×10 view cameras. Using those things really is obsessive, I tell myself.

The process taking photos of equipment and posting items online for sale continues. They could be mug shots, left profile, right profile, full face, on to the next item. With any luck a new camera will materialize on my coffee table soon. I can tell you right now that when the time comes it will be hard to part with that one too.